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Demons

by My Familiar

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1.
Demons 04:01
[Verse 1] Don’t turn away from the prize Come and take it Failure isn’t fated And life is what you make it So if you want it come and get it Love or a fantasy or anything you’re after Fear is in your face but it won’t end in disaster It’s too haunting not to let it [Pre-Chorus] Swallow you whole Give into your instincts Body and soul Consumed in an instant [Chrous] You can’t control them But you’ve got to own them We live with our demons And feed them But keep a short leash between them This is the moment To break from the broken And it don’t stop the bleeding But take time And you’ll find A reason [Verse 2] Too slow And a little uncomfortable The cups are full, so Pick your poison, but Where’s the choice in that I know You have got such an appetite And the moment is right So let go and let it [Pre-Chorus] Swallow you whole Give into your instincts Body and soul Consumed in an instant [Chrous] You can’t control them But you’ve got to own them We live with our demons And feed them But keep a short leash between them This is the moment To break from the broken And it don’t stop the bleeding But take time And you’ll find A reason [Bridge] Open cages Empty pages Truth is faceless (ay ay oh yeah) I’m the voice Inside you burning Night through morning So give in, give in, give in Open cages Empty pages Truth is faceless (ay-ay-ayy) I’m not one you Just get used to So think twice If you’re gonna roll the dice You know that kismet isn’t kind When you gamble with your Heart and your Mind [Chrous] You can’t control them But you’ve got to own them We live with our demons And feed them But keep a short leash between them This is the moment To break from the broken And it don’t stop the bleeding But take time And you’ll find ayy-ayy-ayy You can’t control them But you’ve got to own them We live with our demons And feed them But keep a short leash between them This is the moment To break from the broken And it don’t stop the bleeding But take time And you’ll find Take time and you will find ayy A reason
2.
The Hunter 03:56
[Verse 1] Break down the doors and Take all my hands can hold Today I’m born I’m hungry I’m alive I’m calm and sober And I won’t sit when I’m told I’m taking over Honey, I’ve arrived [Pre-Chorus] Not asking for permission Waste no time, nobody’s giving [Chorus] Pick it up, pick it up and run Don’t hold back No rest until The whole damn world’s behind me Be a lion, be a loaded gun And don’t hesitate to kill The hunter will define me [Verse 2] I’ve played the game and I found no reason or truth And it keeps changing So fuck it, I will too I’m done with playing Under meaningless rules The war is waging Nothing left to choose [Pre-Chorus] Not asking for permission Waste no time, nobody’s giving [Chorus] Pick it up, pick it up and run Don’t hold back No rest until The whole damn world’s behind me Be a lion, be a loaded gun And don’t hesitate to kill The hunter will define me [Bridge] I held my breath and waited For an inch of space I suffocated when No invitation came Nobody wants you When nobody knows your name So let’s get acquainted baby Call me Damien James (hey) [Chorus] Pick it up, pick it up and run Don’t hold back No rest until The whole damn world’s behind me Be a lion, be a loaded gun And don’t hesitate to kill The hunter will define me Pick it up, pick it up and run (I held my) Don’t hold back (Breath and waited) No rest until (For an inch) The whole damn world’s behind me (Of space) Be a lion, be a loaded gun (I suffocated) And don’t hesitate to kill (When no invitation) The hunter will define me (Came) Pick it up, pick it up and run (Nobody) Don’t hold back (Wants you when) No rest until (Nobody knows) The whole damn world’s behind me (Your name) Be a lion, be a loaded gun (So let’s get) And don’t hesitate to kill (Acquainted baby) The hunter will define me (Call me Damien James) Ayy-ayy
3.
[Verse 1] Heart, lungs Beating, breathing Hard and heavy Eyes front Gazing at your Soft and deadly Lips, tongue Nothing in the world just as sweet [Chorus] I’m inching close to the light I’m tasting death and it’s invigorating So much it must be divine My hands are held to the sky I’m giving into the power baby At least I can say I tried (ayy-ayy) [Verse 2] Arms, legs Slipping, gripping Slow and steady Hands laid Learning what another body Needs, craves Can you sense the hunger in me [Chorus] I’m inching close to the light I’m tasting death and it’s invigorating So much it must be divine My hands are held to the sky I’m giving into the power baby At least I can say I tried (ayy-ayy) [Bridge] My weakness is your caress And your breath On my neck Sends shivers down my spine As we become intertwined Heat, skin Touching skin Focused in On your scent Your kiss My existential bliss [Chorus] I’m inching close to the light I’m tasting death and it’s invigorating So much it must be divine My hands are held to the sky I’m giving into the power baby (yeah oh) I’m inching close to the light So much it must be divine My hands are held to the sky I’m giving into the power Baby, baby, baby
4.
Parasites 05:20
[Verse 1] Something dark and out of reach Buried deep inside of me Plagues my heart like a disease Emerald eyes and grinding teeth Gazing vainly back at me As I peer into the deep [Chorus] Parasites Have been growing inside me They don’t bite But they’re learning It’s alright I’ve got it under control Just me and my restless soul [Verse 2] Life’s a race and you’re losing They whisper in my ear A tight embrace, like a noose Made from blame and fear [Chorus] Parasites Have been growing inside me They don’t bite But they’re learning It’s alright I’ve got it under control Just me and my restless soul [Bridge] Parasites Are in my head I think that I might Be losing it I get so tired And I’m falling behind In this fight [Chorus] Parasites Have been growing inside me They don’t bite But they’re learning It’s alright I’ve got it under control Just me and my restless Me and my restless Me and my restless soul
5.
[Verse 1] Lay me Into a cocoon Or let me sleep forever Hazy My mind is on a loop Yes, no, don’t care, whatever [Chorus] Hello (hello) I don’t care for Devil Horns or Halos (halos) Lay me in the ground, let me Decompose ‘Cause lately I don’t feel At home in this world [Verse 2] Crazy Nothing really matters But we keep on trying Maybe That’s the only battle Anyone is fighting [Chorus] Hello (hello) I don’t care for Devil Horns or Halos (halos) Lay me in the ground, let me Decompose ‘Cause lately I don’t feel At home in this world [Bridge] Get up Don’t close your eyes again You’ve wasted So much precious time Get dressed And brush your teeth The day is new So concentrate and breathe It’s gonna be alright It’s gonna be just fine Just stay in the moment Take it a day at a time It’s gonna be alright It’s gonna be just fine Just stay in the moment Take it a day at a time It’s gonna be alright (oh-woah-oh-oh oh) It’s gonna be just fine (woah oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh-oh) Just stay in the moment (oh-woah-oh-oh oh) Take it a day at a time (woah oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh-oh) [Chorus] Hello I don’t care for devil horns or Halos Lay me in the ground, let me Decompose ‘Cause lately I don’t feel At home in this world Hello I don’t care for devil horns or Halos (halos) Lay me in the ground, let me Decompose ‘Cause lately I don’t feel At home in this world At home in this world At home in this
6.
Liar 04:50
[Verse 1] Why should I care What you think You must not know Who I am The fuck are you anyway No teeth to bare So useless You’re all bark And I’m all bite You’re nothing so walk away [Chorus] My God Do they know I just Wanna be like them so I must Keep it together My demons all tethered Fight like a dog And make myself better So scared But I can’t afford to care I don’t know if I got what it takes I feel like a liar And I’ll keep on lying straight to my grave [Verse 2] Again and again What you don’t comprehend Is with each song I’m breaking my mold I am far from my prime I’ll outgrow you in time So don’t you get too comfortable (woah) [Chorus] My God Do they know I just Wanna be like them so I must Keep it together My demons all tethered Fight like a dog And make myself better So scared But I can’t afford to care I don’t know if I got what it takes I feel like a liar Feel like a liar I feel like a liar And I’ll keep on lying straight to my grave [Bridge] A giant sleeps within my soul No one but me knows of what he’s capable I’m only human but I’ve got Passion consuming every thought An atom bomb set to explode As long as I believe it [Chorus] My God Do they know I just Wanna be like them so I must Keep it together My demons all tethered Fight like a dog And make myself better So scared But I can’t afford to care I don’t know if I got what it takes I feel like a liar and I’ll keep on lying Feel like a liar and I’ll keep on lying I feel like a liar And I’ll keep on lying straight to my grave
7.
Deliverance 05:01
[Verse 1] Sold us lies to soothe the rage Turned their people into slaves Sewed the seeds of fear and hate Barbed wire, cross fire Took their place upon a throne In their towers made of stone When the weeds began to grow Scorched the earth below [Chorus] Hanging by a thread You don’t know the half of it Broken, left for dead We will find deliverance [Verse 2] Wipe the blood and clean the wounds All our time is coming soon Sweep the ashes from the pyre Hardwired, spitfire No we won’t roll over when Dogs of war begin descent Raise the flag and raise the dead It’s not over yet [Chorus] Hanging by a thread You don’t know the half of it Broken, left for dead We will find deliverance [Bridge] All, take it all, take it all And wash away the blood, wash the blood From your hands, your hands Wall, build a wall, build a wall To keep out all the poor, all the poor From your land, your land Tall, build it tall, build it tall To quiet all the noise, all the noise In your head, your head Falls, when it falls, when it falls You’ll know that we cannot, we cannot Be avoided, avoided [Chorus] Hanging by a thread You don’t know the half of it Broken, left for dead We will find deliverance (aw yeah) Hanging by a thread You don’t know the half of it Broken, left for dead We will find deliverance
8.
Siren Song 05:05
[Verse 1] All you can eat Just 9.95 Come, take a seat Give the specials a try You can have what you like As much as you want Drink the well dry Then come back when you’re done [Chorus 1] ‘Cause it’s more than enough When you’re born into luck And the fruit’s always ripe On the vine But the land wasn’t free So we paid in deceit And then claimed as our God-given right [Verse 2] Top of the line Our guarantee The best deal you’ll find For this quality You’ve got money to burn And no reason why You don’t deserve The best you can buy [Chorus 2] ‘Cause it’s money well spent Giving less than you get But it’s goddamn for sure Never free There are prices to pay Though the fortunes are weighted In blood that’s been spilled In the street [Bridge 1] Sounds and colors invading Our ears and eyes Drown out suffering faces And tears they cry [Bridge 2] Round and round the money flows Hands are bound as profits grow Cats get fatter climbing ladders Made from the bones of the prey they dispose So hang your head and keep it low Earn your bread and grind the stone Await the day you take your place And sit among giants the way that they promise us All for one or one for all It can’t be both so make the call To fall in line, or break the binds That control you, hold you Deep in a trance as you join in the dance Of the dead But oh, doesn’t it feel good Oh, doesn’t it sound nice To cast your shame And heed the Angel Crying a siren song

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Demons is My Familiar's debut album. It is a concept album consisting of eight songs, seven of which are themed around each of the Seven Deadly Sins, and the title track Demons focuses on the self and inner demons.

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released May 15, 2020

Damien James - vocals / guitar
Lydia Joy - vocals
Luke Benedict - drums
Brian Clarke - bass
Alyssa Almeida - cello
Frankie DeRosa - violin

Chris Dunlap - songwriter

Robbie Simmons - recording and mixing engineer
Chris Custer - mastering engineer

Danny Gonzalez - cover art
Nick Dunlap - cover art

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My Familiar Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

My Familiar is a musical group based in Philadelphia that is equal parts drama and sincerity with a style that weaves together the genres of folk, rock, and soul.

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